here is a place of peace

here is a place I long to leave

a cup of words flawed and stained

a refuge once a home to

my confused mind

a place where humanity takes

its tender corner and relieves

abundant trouble and dark
looms by as to stay in
comforts of isolation

here is a place I long to be

spilled over and naked
as dealings of my heart
is recorded ..

only now, I am aware

that God must know the happenings

of my thoughts

where they go and where they lead
the meandering away from Grace

and how He must want to 

replace each doubt, each guilty notion
for peace